Hi, Goodbye

I barely have time or writing effort to write this boys, I won’t lie. However, I will hopefully be writing proper again once I have graduated so would like to keep the blog ticking over until then :).

Four months since I’ve posted and I have news. However, one thing that has stopped me from posting is the fact that I now have a proper committed serious full-time relationship with a boy. I know, I can hear the chorus cries of “but that’s impossible” and “how on earth did she do it”, and honestly I don’t know, I’m just living the high life.

I won’t go into too much details about how we came to be (he was Thursday boy in this post and the subject in this post), other than it turned into dates, then exclusive, then very bad miscommunication where I wanted official-dom but simultaneously scared of the future, cried during sex then said yes the morning after when asked to be his “missus”. We’ve also met each other’s parents. Phew. So it’s been 74 days as a girlfriend. Having never been a girlfriend before, I am very much enjoying it, especially the part where we do cute things for each other and it’s so nice being so comfortable with someone.

And the sex is pretty good. Well, very good. Now I happened to get with the nicest boy in the whole world ever and wow I am reaping the benefits. For example, we’ve got a nice routine where he first fingers me to get me off, then it’s missionary, then doggy, he comes, and I finish myself off with his gentle encouragement. In fact, I have been using my vibe while doing the doggy and that is also good. This may seem a little boring but quite frankly having sex at least 3 times a week and getting off every time is pretty great. It’s also quite vanilla in terms of dirty talk or aggressive play, but I’m very happy with it, and he’s happy involving the colleagues (sex toys) as well. *Compromise darlings*

I am also crying quite a lot but I feel like that’s fairly normal? I am finding I’m struggling with my emotions and it gets all a bit overwhelming when I’m in a funk or feeling weird, so I just cry to let it out. That’s what happened during the sex also; I was on my period so feeling a bit ew and then after our deep chat, it all got a bit much so cue the sobbing. However, all is well and we have our disagreements over very small things but not really much arguing and most importantly, I’M HAPPYYYY

I will also be buying more toys when I have the money (i.e. a job lol) so patience plssss for more posts

I love you all and very sorry for my silence,

Hardup Gal <3